Reflection and Discussion Ch10 Q3

         Sometimes life’s hardships make it hard to follow God consistently.  Do you ever ask God why life has to be so hard?  What did you learn from Gideon’s story?  How can his experiences about asking why and trusting God’s promises help you as you take the next step He may have for you?

I ask God often why life has to be so hard, but I’ve also learned that sometimes it’s my fault that it is so hard because I take so long to find the confidence to do what He wants me to do! 

I’ve loved the story of Gideon every since my daughter did a musical at our old church based on it when they were little. (Giddy Up Gideon)  I’ve always related to Gideon, because I’m a needs a sign person.  I want so much to just believe it’s God talking to me, but I just haven’t seem to have gotten to that point of confidence yet.  My head is so filled with voices and ideas and criticisms that my heart knows are not of God; that makes it difficult when I do feel like it’s His voice and plan to be sure I’m not just goofing it up…again.  But one thing I’ve learned from Gideon is that regardless of how useless we feel, God can and will use us.  He knows that in Him our power is perfect because it’s His power flowing through us.  I’ve learned that God may get frustrated, but He never gives up.  I’ve learned that He understands our unbelief and is willing to help us see what His will is.  I’ve learned that even when it’s my fault that I’m inconsistent, God will consistently be there when I get to the point He wants me. 

As for how can Gideon’s experiences help me – they give me confidence that God wants my why so He can empower me.  He may never answer my why, but He will show me the next step.  I don’t need to know why now because I, with my current eyes, can only see in part.  One day, when I am standing with Him, or before if it’s his will to reveal it, I will see in full.  By continuously remembering what God did for Gideon and has and will continue to do for me, I become ready for the next step as my confidence builds in who He is and what He can do through me!