Monday, January 16, 2012

How I'm going to do this

First of all, I want to say that I'm a little nervous about this.  As I was preparing for it, I realized how laid bare my life is going to be.  I won't be able to hide behind the smile and okays that have become my accessories.  This is very different from being face-to-face with a group of people.  This is very permanent and very wide.  That's hard for someone like me who has spent so many years hiding behind a mask.  It's also hard because I so often worry about how what I say will sound because for some reason things always sound so much better in my head!  :)  But I'm trusting God because I know He called me to this so I pray that He will bless it.  Know that anything you share, you are sharing in love, not judgement.  I want you to feel free to express yourself as well. 
2nd, I know that not everyone who reads this blog, may be reading the book that I am basing it on, so I will do a quick overview of each chapter.  Then each day I will post a question or 2.  I'm hoping that you will answer too.  Right now, I'm very alone, but that's okay because I know God will use this how He chooses: a personal diary for me, a place where friends come to meet and grow, or a happenstance of a stranger that needs something written here.  To God be the glory for whatever it becomes.

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